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When Ricki & Kim said that they would make special mention of anyone who submitted a sweet recipe to this month's SOS Challenge, I guess I took it as a personal dare. This month's challenge ingredient is asparagus, and I figured that it must be possible, especially given that raw asparagus does have a subtle sweetness to it. I do admit that I'd hoped to come up with something a bit more decadent and challenging than a smoothie, and had thoughts of turning this into a sorbet, but honestly, I've been feeling like shite the past few weeks, and ambitious culinary pursuits just haven't been in the cards. Can I confess that making and drinking this recipe, which includes fruit that I don't tolerate, didn't really help my plight? Sometimes when I'm feeling crummy, I kind of pull this idiotic psychological trick of telling myself that, "Well, I feel like crap anyway, I might as well indulge myself." Somewhere in my brain there's a thought that it can't really get any worse, but of course, that's incredibly naive of me to assume.  It definitely got worse. However dear readers, this mistake is to your advantage, as not only did this experiment yield two recipes in one, it also prompted me to create a wonderfully soothing broth the next morning that helped my gut to heal, which I will also share with you within the next week.

Did you know that for many people, the adage "An apple a day keeps the doctor away," is a painful fallacy? For those with fructose malabsorption or fructose intolerance, apples are about the worst food they can consume. Fructose levels in apples in relation to their glucose levels are so high that it cripples their systems, causing anything from extreme gastrointestinal discomfort to violent mood swings and depression, and in the case of fructose malabsorption, it can be lethal. There are two types of tests for FM, a hydrogen breath test and a methane breath test. My insurance doesn't cover the doctors in Boston that offer the methane breath test, and I tested negative to the hydrogen test, but my elimination diet with a nutritionist found that I am nonetheless quite sensitive to fructose, so it has largely been eliminated in my diet. In addition to this smoothie being a light, sweet juice with incredible nutrition, with modifications it can serve as an applesauce alternative that would surely curb your or your child's cravings for a popular but forbidden snack. I will include the modifications after the lovely purple smoothie recipe. 

I'd never tried acai before, and picked up these frozen smoothie packs on sale at the store mainly because it was purple, and I wanted to showcase that color to compliment the sweeter purple asparagus that I zoned in on. I was surprised at how mild a flavor it had, expecting to to be a bit sour or tart like a cranberry for some reason. The apple cider vinegar and sauerkraut in the smoothie, paired with the lime juice help to boost that tart palate that I was looking for in addition to giving you some potent probiotics and B vitamins. For anyone who is apprehensive about the ingredients of the smoothie, I beseech you to trust me; your taste buds won't detect the more unexpected ones, and for most of you, your body will thank you.*  (Anyone with FM should exclude the asparagus and sauerkraut.)

1 MEDIUM JICAMA

4 LARGE PURPLE ASPARAGUS STALKS OR 6-8 THIN STALKS

1 SAMBAZON FROZEN UNSWEETENED ACAI SMOOTHIE PACK

JUICE OF 2-3 LIMES

1-2 TBS PACKED BASIL LEAVES

1 TBS SAUERKRAUT (ONE WITHOUT DILL, CARAWAY & GARLIC!)

2 TSP APPLE CIDER VINEGAR

1 TSP PURPLE DULSE FLAKES (OPTIONAL)

3/4 TSP LEMON OR LIME FLAVOR

1 1/2-2 CUPS WATER OR COCONUT WATER

LOTS 'O' STEVIA TO TASTE

PEEL THE SKIN OFF OF THE JICAMA AND CHOP, AND LOP THE DRY ENDS OFF OF THE ASPARAGUS STALKS. RUN THE SMOOTHIE PACK UNDER WARM WATER UNTIL IT BEGINS TO THAW, BUT IS STILL LARGELY FROZEN. COMBINE INGREDIENTS IN BLENDER AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

1 MEDIUM JICAMA

1 SAMBAZON UNSWEETENED ACAI SMOOTHIE PACK

JUICE OF 1-2 LIMES OR LEMONS

STEVIA TO TASTE

3/4-1 CUP WATER

PEEL SKIN OFF OF JICAMA AND CHOP, AND RUN THE SMOOTHIE PACK UNDER WARM WATER UNTIL IT BEGINS TO THAW A BIT. COMBINE INGREDIENTS IN BLENDER AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

At least once a month I try to be adventurous at the grocery store and purchase a vegetable that I'm unfamiliar with to research when I get home. Rarely do I actually end up using it in the way I'm instructed to online, but the information I read helps me to understand it's flavor, texture and properties a bit better before having a hand at it. A few weeks ago I picked up a chayote squash from the market, and was pretty pleased both with it's texture and flavor as well as how my body reacted to it. (So far, so good.) Chayote is a crisp, watery squash found in both Latin American as well as Indian cuisine. Let me half-ass this entry for a moment and give you a direct quote from Wikipedia:

"The chayote (Sechium edule), also known as christophene, vegetable pear, mirliton, alligator pear (South Louisiana), choko (Australia, New Zealand), starprecianté, citrayota, citrayote (Ecuador and Colombia), chuchu (Brazil), chow chow (India) Sayote (Philippines) ,güisquil (Guatemala, El Salvador), or pear squash, iskus (इस्कुस) (Nepal) is an edible plant that belongs to the gourd family Cucurbitaceae along with melons, cucumbers and squash."

I've used the chayote now in smoothies and sauteed with other vegetables, but my favorite discovery so far is how well it soothes my desire for a crisp raw apple. Sliced raw, not only does it look quite like a green apple, it has the same watery refreshing snap to it, and I'm really looking forward to enjoying it in the warm summer months. If you or your child suffers from fructose malabsorption, this could be the perfect substitute for you. I haven't been able to locate any information online about the fructan content in them, so don't hold me to that, but I'm quite sensitive to fructose and many fructans, and I seem to digest them without trouble. 

RAW CHAYOTE SQUASH

FRESH SQUEEZED LEMON OR LIME JUICE

STEVIA TO TASTE

SQUEEZE THE LIME OR LEMON JUICE OVER THE CHAYOTE, SPRINKLE OR DRIZZLE WITH STEVIA TO TASTE. FOR A MORE INTENSE SWEET & SOUR FLAVOR, STORE IN A CONTAINER IN THE JUICES TO ALLOW THE CHAYOTE TO ABSORB THE FLAVOR MORE FULLY.

It was really tempting to post this recipe last week in tandem with my puffed lotus seed popcorn alternative, but I figured that it was better to spread out the love a bit. And hot damn, do I have a lot of love for this recipe. I've mentioned before my former obsession with cereal, and I think that it is of great credit to my power of will that I have so graciously accepted eating vegetables for breakfast for the past two years rather than the sweet indulgences of the past. (Gotta give myself a pat on the back every now and then.) But man, if I let myself really think about it, I've really missed eating cereal. When I finally had this in my bowl, complete with some homemade milk, I had to keep saying to myself, "This is really happening right now. I'm eating sweet, delicious cereal. Live in this moment." This recipe is pretty remarkable in that it's easy, fast, allows for limitless variations, and has a completely gratifying texture akin to Kix, but way better because it doesn't get soggy at the bottom of the bowl! Today I'm offering you my very first version of this cereal, but if I let my mind wander, I can already start daydreaming of the variations I might suggest to you in the future. (Peanut-free peanut butter puffs anyone?) If any of you missed my previous post about puffed lotus seeds, head here for a little bit of background and another awesome snack.

5 CUPS PUFFED LOTUS SEEDS*

2 TBS COCONUT OIL

5 (+/-) DROPPERS OF LIQUID VANILLA STEVIA

SEASONINGS TO TASTE (I USED 1/4 TSP CARDAMOM, 1/4 TSP MACE, 1/4 TSP NUTMEG)

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. ON STOVETOP, MELT 2 TBS OF COCONUT OIL IN A LARGE POT OVER LOW HEAT. ADD LOTUS SEEDS, SPICES AND STEVIA, AND MIX UNTIL THE SEEDS ARE COATED WITH THE OIL, ETC. POUR SEEDS OUT EVENLY ONTO A BAKING SHEET AND BAKE ABOUT 5 MINUTES, OR UNTIL LIGHTLY GOLDEN ON AT LEAST ONE SIDE. ENJOY WITH YOUR FAVORITE DAIRY-FREE MILK, OR SNACK ON IT AS IS.

A raw snack this week of snow peas, fennel, and sauerkraut with my homemade basil & squash gut dressing. I'm loving that eating raw foods feels good once again now that the warm weather is easing it's way into our corner of the country!

I'm really tempted to end every sentence in this post with an exclamation point, regardless of how appropriate it would be. (See the restraint I just used there?) Consider it implied from hence forward. A few weeks ago I fermented some vegetables, and shared the results here.  One of my recipes used lotus root, an extremely fibrous root used in traditional Asian fare which is typically boiled or stir-fried. One of the many ways that I enjoyed the results of that experiment was to make chips with the thinly sliced lotus root, and I was so (ahem, edit) excited by the result. My mind was a wee bit blown. See, I love potato chips. If I buy a bag of chips, I finish the entire bag within the hour. I'm talking family sized bags of chips. Problem is, as is often the case with foods I love, potatoes and I don't get along so well, so chips have been off of my shopping list for a while now. I've tried making chips with other root vegetables before, but they never come out crispy for me. These came out wonderfully crispy and beautiful (do you see that picture up there?), and because of being fermented for a number of days, they tasted like the sea salt and vinegar chips that I crave (and deny myself in order to appease my health) so much. And, lucky for us all, it's so easy to make that it hardly requires a recipe. The longest step is soaking the root, which requires no attention at all. I can not wait to pick up another root at the Korean market and make up another batch.

LOTUS ROOT, PEELED & THINLY SLICED

VINEGAR OR MARINADE OF YOUR CHOICE (If not using fermented root from my recipe here)

SEA SALT (Again, if not using the root from my recipe)

HIGH HEAT OIL OR GHEE TO GREASE BAKING SHEET (I used coconut oil)

FERMENT ROOT OR SOAK IN VINEGAR OR MARINADE OF CHOICE FOR 24+ HOURS. PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. GREASE BAKING SHEET WITH OIL OR GHEE, AND LAY ROOT SLICES OUT FLAT ON SHEET. BAKE UNTIL GOLDEN BROWN, FLIPPING ONCE IF NEEDED, 5-10 MINUTES.

I eat squash pretty infrequently because my body isn't the biggest fan of the sugar content, but whenever I do enjoy it, I always feel conflicted about what to do with the guts. They've got to be good for something other than roasting and snacking on the seeds, right? (Which, is surely a worthy task, don't get me wrong.) The other night I was cooking up a light dinner of steamed squash and green vegetables, and wanted a quick and easy way to boost the nutrition and flavor profile a bit. The blender and I have become a bit better acquainted lately, so I decided to toss the guts in with some oil, water and herbs, and was supremely happy with the result. Best part is that even though I've been drizzling it onto meals and snacks for the past 2 or 3 days, there is still plenty left to enjoy...a rarity in this kitchen.

1 CUP WATER

1/4 CUP AVOCADO OIL OR OLIVE OIL

GUTS OF AN ACORN SQUASH

1/4 CUP PACKED BASIL LEAVES

1 TBS PACKED PARSLEY LEAVES

1/4 TSP SEA SALT

THROW INGREDIENTS INTO A BLENDER AND PUREE. REFRIGERATE TO PRESERVE; SHAKE BEFORE SERVING.

I really miss popcorn. My cravings for it lately have been pretty unbearable. I've tried popping sorghum before, and damn, those one or two kernels that actually popped were mighty tasty, but the other hundred or so dormant little dudes were quite a tease. Sometime last year I came across a large bag at a local Indian market* labeled "Phool Makhana", and the translated label on the back said "puffed lotus seeds". I was intrigued, and my brain immediately decided that it might be the perfect popcorn substitute. I tried some from the bag; they were weird and chewy, with a subtle sweet aftertaste. I decided to try toasting them in oil in a pot like you would popcorn with no success. They remained strange in texture, they tasted nothing like popcorn. Research online taught me that they are normally stewed in dals and other savory dishes, but that wasn't what I was after. I closed up the bag, and it remained pushed to the back of the shelf until last week. 

My recent resurgence in cravings led me to take the bag down again and give it another go. This time I thought of coating them in oil and toasting them in the oven; this time my dreams came true. Roasted puffed lotus seeds end up tasting just like popcorn, the texture is completely convincing, and it's so fast and easy that it hardly even requires a recipe. I've shared this with friends who were also really surprised and excited...we were equally addicted to the snack. You will be happy to know that I have also come up with a cereal recipe with them that I will share with you soon! For now, though, enjoy fulfilling your popcorn cravings with a new gluten-free, grain-free, corn-free snack.

PUFFED LOTUS SEEDS

GRAPESEED OIL TO COAT

SEA SALT & SEASONINGS OF YOUR CHOICE TO TASTE

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. POUR THE LOTUS SEEDS INTO A BOWL, POUR ENOUGH OIL IN TO COAT, STIR. LAY OUT ON BAKING SHEET, BAKE FOR 5-7 MINUTES OR UNTIL SLIGHTLY GOLDEN ON AT LEAST ONE SIDE. SEASON WITH SEA SALT, DULSE OR SEAWEED, NUTRITIONAL YEAST, OR WHATEVER ELSE SUITS YOUR FANCY.

Seaweed has been my new jam this week. I've been snacking on it in a variety of ways, much thanks being owed to our local Korean grocer, Reliable Market in Union Square, which has an entire aisle devoted to affordably priced bags of it. I'd love to stock my pantry with locally-sourced seaweed, like that provided by Maine Coast Sea Vegetables, but at 4-8 bucks a bag, that's not within our budget. Look at this massive bag of Laver for only $2.49!

I'm definitely going to be grabbing some more this week. My favorite way to eat the Laver is to dry toast it in a pan, giving it a nutty, salty crunch to it that I adore. I'm quite a sucker for the salty and sweet combination, too, and found that if paired with my other new favorite jam, cashews toasted in coconut oil with liquid vanilla stevia, I have the most phenomenal eyes-rolling-back-in-the-head snack. (Best iron boost ever.) 

If the cashews aren't an option (either because you can't eat them, or like me, you ate them all), try toasting the laver in a bit of coconut oil with some puffed buckwheat (also available at Reliable Market), and add some of the vanilla stevia to that. Hot damn!

Like many of you, one of my pursuits in the past few years has been to greatly reduce the amount of waste that our household produces. Sometimes this manifests itself in pretty neurotic ways, as evidenced by my overflowing pantry/storage room where you can find boxes of styrofoam and plastic mesh bags that I swear to myself I'll use in some sort of sculpture or craft project someday. Once you hear things like America's biggest export is trash, and that plastic takes thousands of years to biodegrade, it can be really difficult to toss these things away, particularly for anyone such as I with an over-developed guilt complex. In order to alleviate the anxiety I feel about throwing things away, I try to consider the packaging of an item before I purchase it. Where will it end up when I'm done using it? We re-use, we compost, we recycle, but some items don't easily fit into any of those categories. Sometimes, I'll toss these questionable items into the recycling bin anyway with a silent and naive hope that they'll know what to do with it. One of the dubious items I toss into the bin is the emptied aseptic container of hemp milk. Those containers are an interesting fusion of cardboard, plastic and foil, which, as far as I know, can't really be separated and processed by recycling plants. Some may argue that they are more environmentally friendly because they don't require the wasted resources of refrigerated trucks and shelving, but I'm not sure if that makes up for it. (These sorts of problems are constant loops in my brain...)

A couple of years ago, my husband and I were given a homemade soy milk maker, and I used it from time to time to make soy milks, and with less success, rice and nut milks. I haven't taken it out for a long while, as it is a bit of a pain to clean, but I've since read quite a few recipes for homemade milks that don't require such an appliance anyway. Kim has a few on her website, and this week I decided to give my conscience a rest by making my own milk based off of her rice milk recipe. My first attempt was a bit too porridge-like, but today I nailed it. This milk came out beautiful and creamy, and it is taking some discipline to keep myself from finishing it off tonight. You can easily adjust this by using different grains, I'm sure; I'd love to hear of any variations you try. 

For some reason, while I was tossing in bed this morning, batting away our cats' frisky advances, this smoothie started to formulate in my mind. I purchased a bag of this frozen Tinda, or Indian Baby Pumpkin, at one of our local Indian markets a few months ago, and wasn't really blown away by it on the first try. My groggy mind started to remember the sweet hints of cucumber and melon, though, and quickly, the other ingredients made themselves known, and I resolved to try it out when the sun and I rose. If you ignore the fact that it's still in the 40's outside, and that drinking a frozen treat when already shivering isn't usually the best idea, this smoothie is perfect. It ended up fooling my tongue into thinking that I was indulging in honeydew melon, which is a most lovely trick. I really can't wait to try this again on a hot summer day. Grab a bag of this gourd from your local Indian market and give it a try. (Only 99 cents!)

1 1/2 CUPS UNSWEETENED HEMPMILK (OR MILK PRODUCT OF YOUR CHOICE)

1 CUP FROZEN TINDA/INDIAN BABY PUMPKIN

1/2 OF AN AVOCADO

4 GREEN CABBAGE LEAVES (YOU WON'T TASTE IT, TRUST ME)

1/2 TSP CARDAMOM

1/2 TSP LEMON FLAVOR

STEVIA POWDER TO TASTE (I USED 4 MINI SCOOPS OR PINCHES OF THE TRADER JOE'S BRAND)

PINCH OF SEA SALT

COMBINE ALL INGREDIENTS IN A BLENDER, AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

Being a little lady who is unable to eat wheat, gluten, yeast, garlic, tomatoes or cheese, I have to get a little bit creative with my definition of pizza. I have quite a few different crust recipes that I've made up over the last year, most of which I didn't document, some of which I'm still perfecting a bit before I share with you. This week, I thought I'd try my hand at a new one. I'm really trying to treat my body well by severely limiting my intake of grains, so though I really wanted a pizza, I wanted to make a crust that would be high in protein and have minimal flour. I've recently been on a pistachio kick, snacking on them, incorporating them into a number of recipes, and just generally enjoying the fact that I am tolerating them after a year of getting nausea and headaches from eating even a small amount. I fancied they'd make an excellent flavor pairing with the basil and vegetables in my refrigerator, so they joined the mix. The teff flour really compliments the robust flavor of the pistachios, and also fits the protein qualifier. If you are unfamiliar with teff flour, I do recommend picking some up. It can seem intimidating given the usual price tag, but it's quite versatile, healthy and tasty. You can find both ivory and brown teff; this recipe uses the more popular dark grain. The crust cooks very quickly, so choose and prep your toppings accordingly. The first night I topped it with basil and thinly sliced asparagus, adding some marinated tempeh to my husband's portion. Today I used  basil, thinly shaved sweet potato, pre-cooked salmon marinated in Coconut Aminos, and sprinkled some applewood smoked sea salt on top. Woh. I enjoyed the pizza warm out of the oven, and later in the day, out of the fridge and topped with some avocado and tahini. If you can tolerate egg, I would recommend baking the crust and serving a fried egg on top for breakfast. Oh, dear.

YOU'LL NEED:

PARCHMENT PAPER

BAKING SHEET

1/2 CUP TEFF FLOUR

1/2 CUP RAW SUNFLOWER SEEDS

1/2 CUP ROASTED PISTACHIOS

1 TBS TAPIOCA FLOUR

1 TSP BAKING POWDER

1/2 TSP SEA SALT

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2 TBS FLAXMEAL

1/2 TSP BAKING SODA

1/4 CUP WARM WATER

2 TBS GRAPESEED OIL

JUICE OF A 1/4 LEMON

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. GRIND NUTS AND SEEDS DOWN TO A MEAL IN A FOOD PROCESSOR. MIX WITH TEFF FLOUR, TAPIOCA FLOUR, BAKING POWDER AND SALT, BREAKING APART LUMPS WITH YOUR FINGERS. IN A SEPARATE BOWL, MIX FLAXMEAL & BAKING SODA. ADD WATER AND WHISK, ADD OIL, MIX, AND THEN ADD LEMON. MIXTURE SHOULD BE FROTHY. ADD THE MIXTURE TO THE DRY, MIX AND THEN KNEAD A BIT INTO A BALL. PLACE PARCHMENT PAPER ON A BAKING SHEET AND PAT DOWN DOUGH WITH YOUR PALM, TO ABOUT A 1/4-1/2 INCH THICK CIRCLE. ADD TOPPINGS IF DESIRED, AND BAKE FOR ABOUT 10-12 MINUTES.

 Sometimes the overwhelming buzz over the current ultimate "superfood" will encourage me to ignore good nutrition rather than embrace it. Part of that inclination is understandable; if the food is trendy, the price will skyrocket, often above an already steep price. Eating natural, whole foods can be expensive sometimes, so it's often easier to just roll my eyes when someone mentions hemp, acai, spirulina, kelp, and yes, chia seeds. I've embraced hemp, at least in the form of milk, because at least when it comes to store-bought milks, one particular brand of hempmilk is the only kind of alternative milk that I can consume. I finally decided to give chia a go when I was still figuring out my diet, as I read it worked as an excellent egg replacer, as well as having potential as an alternative to gelatin. I tried a couple of recipes with varying success, but wasn't excited enough to incorporate it into my diet with any regularity. On my list of recipes I've been brainstorming up lately is a vegan lemon curd, and I thought that maybe chia seeds might be the key. I picked up some meyer lemons that were on sale, and went to work. Well, I didn't achieve my original goal this time (more experimenting to come), but I did come up with a perfectly sweet and tart pudding and sorbet that I'm happy to share with you. This definitely isn't something I'd typically crave on a winter day, but I figure there are enough readers in warmer climates (Hello Australia!) that will appreciate it, and the rest of us can dream of licking our spoons after a long day at the beach whilst ignoring the stubborn piles of snow outside our doors. If you're curious about the (myriad of) nutritional benefits of chia seeds, I enjoyed reading Gena's synopsis here. This is my second submission to Kim & Ricki's SOS Challenge for February, the month's ingredient being stevia.

1/4 CUP CHIA SEEDS

1 CUP HEMPMILK (OR OTHER DAIRY FREE MILK)

3 TBS COCONUT OIL

ZEST & JUICE OF 2 MEYER LEMONS

1 TBS EDIBLE LAVENDER BUDS

1/2 TSP + 1/8 STEVIA POWDER

MIX CHIA SEEDS AND HEMPMILK THOROUGHLY, AND SOAK, IDEALLY OVERNIGHT, IN FRIDGE TO ALLOW SEEDS TO SOFTEN. CHECK ON IT PERIODICALLY IN THE FIRST HOUR TO MIX IT, AS THE SEEDS CAN CLUMP TOGETHER A BIT AS THE MIXTURE GELS. THE NEXT DAY, IN A SMALL SAUCEPAN, HEAT THE MIXTURE ON LOW HEAT, ADDING THE COCONUT OIL AND REMAINING INGREDIENTS. HEAT FOR ABOUT 15 MINUTES, STIRRING REGULARLY. ALLOW TO COOL. IF MAKING PUDDING, CHILL IN FRIDGE. IF MAKING SORBET, PUT MIXTURE INTO SILICONE MUFFIN CUPS OR PARCHMENT PAPER LINED CONTAINER. FREEZE. INDIVIDUAL CUPS CAN BE TAKEN OUT, THAWED FOR 30-45 MINUTES FOR MORE OF AN ITALIAN ICE (PICTURED), OR PROCESSED IN A FOOD PROCESSOR FOR SORBET.

Keeping with my winter comfort food kick...roasted parsnip fries with chestnut gravy.

I whipped this up the other day, and was so satisfied with it's frothy, sweet goodness. Bonus that it had a fair amount of protein in it, too, so it actually kept me energized and full for most of the afternoon, which is pretty rare for this little lady. Ricki & Kim's challenge this month is stevia, which is easy enough for me since it's the only sweetener my body seems to tolerate. With even fruit off of the list (sans avocado and lemon), I am quite dependent on this potent little herb for my sweet fixes. 

If you'd like more of a vanilla shake, exclude the carob or cocoa. If you want more of a chocolate flavor, up the carob and cocoa. I can only tolerate small amounts of carob, so I just put in a little bit. I've also found an incredible flavor variation between different brands of tahini, so that will modify the flavor as well. If you want more of a peanut butter flavor, get a darker roast of tahini. I recently purchased Sesame King tahini in a light roast, and have found it to be mild and creamy, which was the perfect flavor for the day. This is an extremely flexible recipe, so modify to your tastes and enjoy.

1 1/2 CUPS UNSWEETENED HEMPMILK

1/4 CUP LIGHT ROAST TAHINI

1/2 OF AN AVOCADO

1 1/2 TBS CAROB OR COCOA POWDER

1/2 TSP VANILLA POWDER

5 PINCHES STEVIA POWDER (TRADER JOE'S STEVIA COMES WITH A TEENY TINY SPOON INSIDE, 5 WEE SCOOPS OF THAT)

PINCH OF SEA SALT

PUT ALL INGREDIENTS IN A BLENDER AND PROCESS UNTIL SMOOTH.

BACKYARD FIREWORKS AT MIDNIGHT, FOOTPRINTS IN THE SNOW, A LITTLE BIT OF NEW YEAR'S MAGIC BEFORE HURRYING INSIDE FOR WARMTH

I hope all of you survived the holiday season, and have found yourselves entering the new year with renewed energy and hope for 2011. I'm a big fan of ushering in the new year with proper ceremony, which for me involves doing something out of the ordinary, something that joyfully represents a shift in energy and perspective. This year that entailed a trip to the country, to enjoy the company of some of my favorite people, who also happen to be some of my favorite artists. I felt so blessed to be in their company, and even more blessed that our wonderful host, Courtney, after studying my previously posted list of food restrictions, actually came up with wonderful dishes that I could eat to supplement the food that I brought with me from Boston. This was a first for me, and it was such a healing experience to be able to partake in everything on the table. I truly couldn't ask for a better way to enter into a new year. My only regret is that I didn't get better photographs of the tasty fare! (With the sun going down by 4:30 pm, winter in New England is not kind to food photographers.) Not pictured is my root vegetable lasagna, my pesto chickpea flatbread, and most regrettably, the amazing lavender lemonade that Courtney made for me which was, in my mind, far superior to the alcohol that I was passing on.

This chickpea spread is dense, creamy and versatile, working as a dip, spread, and in my mind, even a faux-egg salad sandwich substitute. (It could surely be tweaked to satisfy that craving more appropriately, but the hint is there, and it's gratifying.) We spread it on Kim's Pumpkinseed Teff Bread, which I made for the evening, and in the days following, I used the leftover spread to make sandwiches with avocado and spinach, and used the rest as a generous dollop on top of a grilled breast of chicken with a spinach arugala salad, which was phenomenal. Try it and tell me what you think!

1 15 OZ CAN CHICKPEAS/GARBANZO BEANS

1/4 CUP TAHINI

1    TBS TOASTED SESAME OIL

1/2 TSP SEA SALT

1/4 TSP NUTMEG

1/8 TSP ALLSPICE

JUICE OF HALF A LEMON

LOTS 'O' FRESH DILL (I USED A FEW TBS, FOR SURE, BUT ADD TO YOUR OWN TASTE)

DRAIN CAN OF GARBANZO BEANS*, PUT BEANS IN FOOD PROCESSOR WITH REMAINING INGREDIENTS AND PUREE, ADDING MORE DILL AS DESIRED.

When I was younger, I was known to eat a bowl of cereal for every meal. That wasn't all I'd eat, but it was kind of an obligatory supplement to each meal. Remarkably, I seem to have graduated now to this meal, which I'm happy to say is a great deal more nutritious, though it is still admittedly ridiculous to eat it for every meal. It's hard to avoid sometimes, though, because it seems, at least for now, to be the perfect protein and calorie boost for me. It is one of the few dishes that actually give me a feeling of regeneration afterward. The vitamins and minerals packed into it are the reason, I'm sure. (Look here and here.) I enjoy this dish because I can wing it each time, and adjust the ingredients according to how much pain I'm in. If my arms aren't feeling up to prepping vegetables, I'll grab some frozen brussel sprouts out of the freezer, and either microwave, steam or saute them, but if time and nerves allow, I'll chop up some fresh sprouts instead. I am such a fan of brussel sprouts, and can completely understand why the French use their name, "petit chou", as a term of endearment. In my opinion, the only way to screw them up is to steam them until they're tasteless and soggy, or to pile unnecessary and uncomplimentary toppings and sauces on them. When sunflower seeds are toasted this way, they have a smoky flavor and scent that makes an excellent substitute for bacon bits. I love it when the simplest ingredients can satisfy cravings for old comfort foods like that. If you want to really help yourself out, toast and grind a bunch of seeds at once so that you can keep the meal on hand to sprinkle on veggies and salads whenever the mood strikes you. Here's what I use:

BRUSSEL SPROUTS (FRESH OR FROZEN)

RAW SUNFLOWER SEEDS

SEA SALT

OPTIONAL:

FENNEL SEED AND/OR GROUND FENNEL

FRESH BASIL

SQUEEZE OF LEMON

COOK BRUSSEL SPROUTS AS DESIRED (SAUTE, STEAM, OR IF FROZEN, MICROWAVE COVERED WITH WATER.) TOAST SUNFLOWER SEEDS IN PAN, AND GRIND IN FOOD PROCESSOR OR COFFEE GRINDER AS DESIRED*. IF USING FENNEL SEED, GRIND WITH SUNFLOWER SEEDS. MIX TOGETHER, SEASON WITH SALT, BASIL & LEMON.

*You can also reverse this. Grind them first, then toast the powder in the pan.

For the greater part of this past year, I've approached social gatherings that included food (although to be fair, which ones don't?) with a great deal of anxiety. How could I not? There's always the inevitable experience of figuring out how best to politely refuse food, how to concisely explain why you can't partake, and how to avoid conversations that are laden with suggestions of hypochondria (or eating disorders) or pity. Ugh. As I slowly but surely got a handle on my diet, though, I was able to grow in confidence, and able to come up with recipes that could please my body's unique needs, and also please a variety of palates. Now when I'm in said situations, I can bring food to share with everyone rather than eat before I go (making myself much less conspicuous), and I can approach the inevitable inquiries with confidence and (hopefully) tact. Rejoice! 

On the 31st I attended a wonderful Samhain celebration in a rural area of our lovely state. I wasn't very familiar with the majority of attendees prior to the gathering, so in order to ease the aforementioned anxieties, I was especially keen on bringing some tasty fare to share with everyone. This dish was a hit, and helped to warm our bellies as we ushered in the dark half of our year with positive energy and healing. May it do the same for you!

1 1/2 CUPS QUINOA

1/2    CUP AMARANTH

6       CUPS WATER*

1       TBS CUMIN

2       TSP CORIANDER

1 1/2 TSP SEA SALT

3/4    TSP ALLSPICE

1/2 CUP RAW PUMPKIN SEEDS (PEPITAS)

1/4 CUP RAW SUNFLOWER SEEDS

1/2 CUP PACKED FRESH BASIL

1/2 CUP LOOSELY PACKED CILANTRO

1/4 CUP OLIVE OIL

1 15 OZ CAN CHICKPEAS/GARBANZO BEANS

2 YAMS/SWEET POTATOES (I USED ONE JEWEL & ONE JAPANESE)

OPTIONAL:

ADDITIONAL 1/4 CUP BASIL & 1/4 CUP CILANTRO, WHOLE

ZEST & JUICE OF ONE LEMON

PREHEAT OVEN TO 375**. PUT QUINOA, AMARANTH, SPICES AND WATER IN A LARGE COVERED POT. BRING TO A RAPID BOIL, THEN LOWER HEAT TO SIMMER FOR ABOUT 20 MINUTES, CHECKING PERIODICALLY TO MAKE SURE IT'S NOT STICKING TO THE BOTTOM OF THE POT. WHILE COOKING, HEAT A SHALLOW PAN, AND TOAST THE PUMPKIN AND SUNFLOWER SEEDS, STIRRING TO PREVENT BURNING. WHEN TOASTED, COARSE GRIND THEM IN A FOOD PROCESSOR WITH THE 1/4 CUP OLIVE OIL, 1/2 CUP CILANTRO AND 1/2 CUP BASIL. (IF USING LEMON, ADD NOW.) 

WASH AND SLICE YAMS, TOSS IN OLIVE OIL, AND LAY OUT ON A BAKING SHEET COVERED IN PARCHMENT PAPER. SPRINKLE WITH A BIT OF SEA SALT AND CUMIN, AND BAKE UNTIL TENDER. WHEN QUINOA IS COOKED, ADD THE GROUND SEEDS & HERBS FIRST, THEN THE CHICKPEAS, YAMS, AND ADDITIONAL HERBS IF DESIRED. SERVE AS IS OR IN CABBAGE WRAPS AS SHOWN. 

* Cooking grain with this amount of water makes for a creamier texture, which is a bonus for those of  

   us who have a difficult time digesting grain.

** Sooo...my oven still hasn't been replaced (December!), so I apologize yet again for not having

   specifics on this. My yams cooked in a 500 degree oven; it was quick! Again, stay close; they are  

   sliced quite thinly.

Kim and Ricki's SOS Challenge for the month of October is almost over, and I've been tweaking this recipe for you all over the last week in order to slip it in at the last moment. It is a wonderfully savory snack that could serve well as either a light lunch or an hors d'oeuvre.

These lovely crisps are adapted from a recipe found over at Book of Yum, and for any of you that have unsuccessfully warmed to the flavor of amaranth flour, I feel confident that these deliciously buttery-tasting crisps will win you over. Toasted sesame oil rounds out the earthy kick of the flour, and helps give it a full flavor that tastes rich and satisfying even without the toppings. For anyone new to the gluten-free diet, amaranth flour is an exceptionally nutritious flour to add to your arsenal. It can be pretty pricey at stores if you buy it pre-packaged; I purchase mine in bulk at our local co-op instead for under $3/lb.

The seed "goat cheese" is extremely forgiving, and I make various versions of it weekly. This was the first time that I added sesame oil to it, and I was blown away by the flavor! I'm so excited for you to try it!

Burdock root is a fascinating ingredient that I've only recently introduced into my diet. For over a year, I have been avoiding fructose and fructans, as they exacerbate a great number of my symptoms (see Fructose Malabsorption), but for the sake of diversity and curiosity, I've tried a few vegetables and roots lately that I've previously outlawed. Burdock has a very high level of inulin in it, which is excellent for most bodies, and is consequently added to many foods and supplements to increase their benefits, and to sweeten without the negative effects of sugar. It also encourages healthy intestinal bacteria, which is why most probiotics also include inulin. (For those who have to avoid it, it can be a real pain to find ones without. I take these.) Aside from the fantastic health benefits that many of you can enjoy, the flavor is incredible, too. I've heard it compared to artichoke hearts; I find it has the kick of lightly fermented veggies, and when shaved in this way, the natural bitterness of the root is tempered somehow.

Your challenge here is to not eat the whole recipe single-handedly. Best of luck to you!

YOU NEED:

9”X 12” BAKING SHEET

PARCHMENT PAPER

A FLEXIBLE SPATULA

COOLING RACK

CRISPS

½ CUP AMARANTH FLOUR

½ TSP SEA SALT

¼ TSP FENNEL POWDER

½ CUP WATER

½ TBS SESAME OIL

½ TBS TOASTED SESAME OIL

SEED “GOAT CHEESE”

¼ CUP RAW PUMPKIN SEEDS (PEPITAS)

¼ CUP RAW SUNFLOWER SEEDS

½ TSP FENNEL POWDER

½ TSP SEA SALT

¼ CUP WATER

1 TBS FRESH SQUEEZED LEMON JUICE (ABOUT 1 WEDGE)

1 TSP SESAME OIL

SHAVED BURDOCK TOPPING

1 MEDIUM TO LARGE BURDOCK ROOT

2 TSP TOASTED SESAME OIL

JUICE OF ONE LEMON WEDGE

¼ TSP BLACK SESAME SEEDS

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FARENHEIT*.

PUT ALL DRY INGREDIENTS FOR THE CHEESE IN A FOOD PROCESSOR FITTED WITH AN “S” BLADE, AND TURN ON. (MINE HAS ONE SETTING…MED/HIGH?) OCCASIONALLY STOP, SCRAPE SIDES OF BOWL WITH A SPOON AND START AGAIN. WHILE GRINDING, PUT 2 TSP OF TOASTED SESAME OIL AND LEMON JUICE INTO A BOWL. TAKE A VEGETABLE PEELER AND PEEL THE OUTER SKIN OF THE BURDOCK ROOT OFF. NOW LIGHTLY PEEL THE FLESH OF THE ROOT INTO THE BOWL, MIXING THE SHAVINGS IN WITH THE OIL AND LEMON TO MARINATE AND TO PREVENT BROWNING. SHAVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN; AFTER A POINT IT BECOMES TOO AWKWARD TO PEEL ANY FURTHER. ADD ¼ TSP BLACK SESAME SEEDS, MIX AND SET ASIDE. CONTINUE TO GRIND THE SEEDS. IN ANOTHER BOWL, MIX THE AMARANTH FLOUR, SEA SALT AND FENNEL POWDER, ADD THE WATER AND OIL, MIXING THOROUGHLY, AND SET ASIDE. THE SEEDS SHOULD BE GROUND AS WELL AS CAN BE (SEE PICTURE FOR REFERENCE), AND CAN BE ADDED TO A BOWL WITH THE WATER, LEMON JUICE AND OIL. MIXTURE WILL BECOME MORE GELATINOUS AS YOU MIX.

ONCE THE OVEN IS PREHEATED, CUT SOME PARCHMENT PAPER TO FIT YOUR BAKING SHEET, AND FOLD THE EDGES SO THAT IT SITS FLUSH WITH THE BOTTOM. USING A SPOON, DROP THE BATTER ONTO THE PARCHMENT PAPER AND THIN OUT IN A CIRCLE WITH THE BACK OF THE SPOON, SO THAT EACH ROUND IS ABOUT 3 INCHES WIDE. PLACE IN THE OVEN. ONCE THE EDGES ARE LIGHTLY BROWNED, REMOVE FROM THE OVEN. GENTLY WORK THE SPATULA UNDER EACH ROUND AND FLIP. SPOON A DOLLOP OF THE CHEESE ONTO EACH ROUND, AND SPREAD IT A BIT. PLACE BACK IN THE OVEN, AND REMOVE ONCE THE BOTTOMS ARE SLIGHTLY BROWNED. IMMEDIATELY REMOVE THEM FROM THE PAN, AND PLACE THEM ON A COOLING RACK, OR THEY WILL LOSE THEIR CRISPINESS.

PLACE SHAVED BURDOCK ON EACH ROUND, AND SOME RADISH SLICES FOR EXTRA FLAVOR AND COLOR.

*MY POOR ANTIQUE OVEN IS ON ITS LAST LEGS, SO DESPITE SETTING IT AT A LOW TEMPERATURE, THESE WERE MADE AT ABOVE 500 DEGREES FARENHEIT. FOR THAT REASON, I’M UNABLE TO GIVE YOU EXACT TIMES AND TEMPS. MY APOLOGIES! JUST STAY CLOSE; THESE ARE SMALL AND THIN, SO THEY DON’T TAKE LONG!

Now that Autumn has arrived, so too has the season of turning-on-the-oven-just-to-stay-warm. One of my favorite excuses to do so is to roast nuts. Soaking and roasting nuts yourself ensures that there aren't any harmful oils or seasonings, plus blesses your mouth with incredible flavor, and your home with incredible aromas.

I was introduced last year to the concept of soaking nuts prior to roasting them. There is a great deal of information on the net regarding the benefits of soaking nuts, seeds, grains and beans.  I find the description on this website particularly helpful. Besides the nutritional benefits of soaking your nuts, I find that it also helps to get a more even roast, as they don't dry out as quickly in the oven. For this reason, I always soak cashews prior to roasting, despite the debate over whether or not it makes a difference nutritionally.

Nuts are naturally so flavorful, that I typically roast them without oils, salt or spices. After roasting, I store the nuts in glass jars to snack from, or use them to make homemade pestos that I can use to quickly season veggies, grains, pizzas, and wraps.