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It's been in the 90's here for the past few weeks, and since we live in a 100 year old (+) home, we only have two rooms in the apartment air-conditioned with window units. The kitchen is not one of those rooms, so our bananas have been getting spotted and spoiled before the tips even turn yellow. We had four big ones that were so ripe yesterday that they were falling out of their skins, so banana bread seemed essential. 

There are a great deal of gluten-free, vegan, even sugar-free muffin recipes out there, but I didn't want to have to go and buy ingredients that I didn't already have on hand. (Again, the heat doesn't make walking to the store for two items sound very appealing.) I modifed this nongluten-free recipe with my own alternative ingredients. Unlike most of my previous posts (okay, perhaps unlike any of my previous posts), this does contain sugar. Lots of sugar. I would have preferred to forgo that, but figuring out how to translate the recipe using only stevia wasn't something I felt like tackling.

It's been a little while since I've come up with a new baked item, so I am very very happy and grateful that these turned out so perfectly on the first try. They are perfectly moist, neither too fluffy or too dense, with the perfect crumb, in my opinion. I don't have a loaf pan, so I used my giant muffin pan instead. These are deep deep muffins, probably as tall as a full loaf would be. Currently, I am stupidly full, uncomfortably full, because I insisted on finishing two of these behemoths in quick succession. Though I will be happy if you love these enough to want to eat that much immediately, I hope you will use a bit more discretion than I. Basically I'm saying that if you want or need to keep your pants buttoned and zipped, don't do it.

If you add icing to the top of these, it would easily pass as a cupcake. Have at it.

The milk I used for this recipe is raw and homemade. I'll include the recipe for it below if you are interested in using it. It's very simple.

BANANA BREAD (GLUTEN-FREE, VEGAN)

YOU'LL NEED A PAN. A LOAF PAN, MINI LOAF PAN, MUFFIN PAN, OR GIANT MUFFIN PAN. I AM GOING TO BE ENTIRELY UNPROFFESSIONAL AND ONLY BE ABLE TO TELL YOU HOW MANY GIANT MUFFINS YOU CAN MAKE (4). YOU'LL HAVE TO EYE-BALL IT OTHERWISE.

1/2 CUP COCONUT OIL (If you're making this in a season other than summer, or don't live near the Equator, warm your oil until soft. All others use at room temperature.)

1 CUP BROWN SUGAR

2 CUPS MASHED OVER-RIPE BANANAS (approximately 4 bananas)

2 LARGE EGGS IF NOT VEGAN, OTHERWISE, 3 TBS FLAXMEAL, 1/2 TBS ARROWROOT STARCH & 5 TBS WARM WATER MIXED & ALLOWED TO SIT UNTIL THICKENED

1 TSP VANILLA EXTRACT

1 1/4 CUP MILLET FLOUR

1/2 CUP RICE FLOUR

1/4 GLUTEN-FREE QUICK COOKING OATS

1 TSP BAKING SODA

3/4 TSP SEA SALT

1/4 TSP CINNAMON, 1/4 TSP NUTMEG

1/8 TSP GROUND CLOVE

1/4 CUP VEGAN MILK (SEE BELOW FOR THE RAW CASHEW & BRAZIL NUT MILK I USED)

1/2 TBS APPLE CIDER VINEGAR

PREHEAT OVEN TO 350 DEGREES.

CREAM SUGAR AND OIL IN A LARGE BOWL. ADD MASHED BANANAS, MIX. ADD EGGS OR EGG SUBSTITUTE ABOVE, MIX. ADD VANILLA, MIX AGAIN.

IN A SEPARATE, SMALLER BOWL, MIX THE FLOUR, BAKING SODA, SEA SALT & SPICES WITH A WHISK. ADD DRY TO WET AND THOROUGHLY MIX. ADD THE APPLE CIDER VINEGAR INTO THE MILK, MIX & ADD IT TO THE BATTER. STIR UNTIL JUST MIXED.

GREASE YOUR PAN WITH COCONUT OIL, AND BAKE APPROXIMATELY 40-45 MINUTES. I'D CHECK AFTER 20 MINUTES IN ORDER TO GAUGE THE PACE OF YOUR OVEN. INSERT A KNIFE, AND WHEN IT COMES OUT CLEAN, TAKE THEM/IT OUT OF THE OVEN, COOL THE PAN ON A WIRE RACK FOR ABOUT TEN MINUTES, THEN DUMP THEM/IT ONTO THE WIRE RACK AND ALLOW THEM TO COOL FURTHER. OR NOT. I TEND TO BE IMPATIENT, AND SPLIT THEM OPEN ONTO A PLATE SO THAT I CAN EAT THEM SOONER. 

RAW CASHEW & BRAZIL NUT MILK

1/2 CUP RAW CASHEWS (ROUGHLY)

1/2 CUP RAW BRAZIL NUTS (ROUGHLY)

DROP THE NUTS INTO THE BLENDER PITCHER & FILL UP THE PITCHER WITH (IDEALLY) FILTERED WATER UP TO THE 4 1/2 CUP MARK. (IF YOU WANT THIS TO BE CREAMIER, REDUCE THE WATER.) SOAK FOR AT LEAST 2 HOURS, THEN BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH. (I USUALLY USE THE "ICE BREAKER" MODE ON THE BLENDER SINCE THE BRAZIL NUTS ARE SO HARD.) GRAB A STRAINER AND A DEEP BOWL THAT THE STRAINER CAN SIT UPON (THIS IS WHAT I PREFER, ANYWAY). POUR THE MILK THROUGH THE STRAINER A BIT AT A TIME, USING A SPOON OR SOMESUCH TO SCRAPE THE FINE NUTS ASIDE TO ALLOW THE MILK TO DRAIN THROUGH.

FOR THE ABOVE RECIPE, I USED THE MILK AS IS, NO SWEETENER.

FOR THE MILK THAT YOU DON'T USE IN THE ABOVE RECIPE, USE A FUNNEL TO POUR IT FROM THE BOWL INTO A JAR OR PITCHER OF YOUR CHOICE. I SWEETENED MINE WITH A BIT OF STEVIA, AND ADDED SOME VANILLA EXTRACT, BUT IT IS FLAVORFUL ENOUGH ON ITS OWN.

YOU CAN USE WHAT IS LEFT IN THE STRAINER FOR OTHER BAKING PROJECTS, OR YOU COULD MIX THEM WITH COCONUT BUTTER, MAKE LITTLE BALLS, ROLL THEM IN COCONUT, CHOCOLATE SHAVINGS OR THE LIKE, AND CHILL FOR A DESSERT. OR WHATEVER ELSE SUITS YOUR FANCY. I WOULD USE THE MIXTURE WITHIN 2 OR 3 DAYS, THE MILK AS WELL.

I used to be addicted to iced soy chai lattes. There is a local tea import company, Mem Tea, that is based in our town and supplies local coffee shops with their wonderful loose teas. I had the cafes scouted out that would make the best iced lattes with their blends (usually Espresso Royale and Bagel Rising), and would usually get one every day. Alas, I discovered that caffeine was a trigger for my migraines as well as many other symptoms, and both it and soy trigger my nerve inflammation. Getting an energy boost, especially with chronic fatigue as a result of Lupus, is a pretty futile pursuit most days. 

This week I finally replaced my (second) broken coffee grinder, and set to experimenting with a raw pudding on the following morning. I grabbed some chia and sesame seeds that had been in my fridge for a while, and went to work. The consistency was perfect, and with my favorite Middle Eastern spices close at hand, I created something that seemed to soothe a need in my for chai, oatmeal (oddly) and a cool soothing pudding all at once. It even seemed to mimic the rich, milky flavor of the lattes of my past. Even better, after only a couple of bites, I felt this odd sensation of my circulation kind of humming through my body, and the fog in my brain seemed to clear a bit, my vision focusing, and a memory being triggered of, "Wait, isn't this what caffeine feels like?" Only this time it was without the jitters and, you know, that other stuff I mentioned. This takes less than 5 minutes to prepare, and both chia and sesame seeds are some of the most potent sources of healing Omega Fatty Acids, so get at it. (Lest you be intimidated by unusual ingredients, be assured that my husband completely lit up after trying it, and asked with awe, "Ooo, what's that?!") This is my second entry for the week to Ricki's Summer Wellness Weekend event. Be sure to head here for other tasty entries.

4 TBS UNHULLED SESAME SEEDS

2 TBS CHIA SEEDS

1 TBS COCONUT FLAKES

1/4 TSP VANILLA POWDER (OR FLESH OF VANILLA POD)

1/8 TSP STEVIA POWDER (ADD DATES TO SWEETEN FOR TRUE RAW)

1/8 TSP SEA SALT

CARDAMOM, ALLSPICE & MACE TO TASTE

3/4 CUP WATER

OPTIONAL: RAISINS, DATES, BLACK CARDAMOM SEEDS, COARSE SEA SALT

PUT SEEDS AND COCONUT INTO COFFEE GRINDER, GRIND UNTIL FINE. PUT MIXTURE INTO BOWL, ADD OTHER DRY INGREDIENTS. ADD WATER AND MIX. MIXTURE WILL THICKEN QUICKLY AS YOU STIR, WORK OUT THE LUMPS AS YOU DO. CHILL FOR A FEW MINUTES IF YOU LIKE, OR ENJOY IMMEDIATELY.

When Ricki & Kim said that they would make special mention of anyone who submitted a sweet recipe to this month's SOS Challenge, I guess I took it as a personal dare. This month's challenge ingredient is asparagus, and I figured that it must be possible, especially given that raw asparagus does have a subtle sweetness to it. I do admit that I'd hoped to come up with something a bit more decadent and challenging than a smoothie, and had thoughts of turning this into a sorbet, but honestly, I've been feeling like shite the past few weeks, and ambitious culinary pursuits just haven't been in the cards. Can I confess that making and drinking this recipe, which includes fruit that I don't tolerate, didn't really help my plight? Sometimes when I'm feeling crummy, I kind of pull this idiotic psychological trick of telling myself that, "Well, I feel like crap anyway, I might as well indulge myself." Somewhere in my brain there's a thought that it can't really get any worse, but of course, that's incredibly naive of me to assume.  It definitely got worse. However dear readers, this mistake is to your advantage, as not only did this experiment yield two recipes in one, it also prompted me to create a wonderfully soothing broth the next morning that helped my gut to heal, which I will also share with you within the next week.

Did you know that for many people, the adage "An apple a day keeps the doctor away," is a painful fallacy? For those with fructose malabsorption or fructose intolerance, apples are about the worst food they can consume. Fructose levels in apples in relation to their glucose levels are so high that it cripples their systems, causing anything from extreme gastrointestinal discomfort to violent mood swings and depression, and in the case of fructose malabsorption, it can be lethal. There are two types of tests for FM, a hydrogen breath test and a methane breath test. My insurance doesn't cover the doctors in Boston that offer the methane breath test, and I tested negative to the hydrogen test, but my elimination diet with a nutritionist found that I am nonetheless quite sensitive to fructose, so it has largely been eliminated in my diet. In addition to this smoothie being a light, sweet juice with incredible nutrition, with modifications it can serve as an applesauce alternative that would surely curb your or your child's cravings for a popular but forbidden snack. I will include the modifications after the lovely purple smoothie recipe. 

I'd never tried acai before, and picked up these frozen smoothie packs on sale at the store mainly because it was purple, and I wanted to showcase that color to compliment the sweeter purple asparagus that I zoned in on. I was surprised at how mild a flavor it had, expecting to to be a bit sour or tart like a cranberry for some reason. The apple cider vinegar and sauerkraut in the smoothie, paired with the lime juice help to boost that tart palate that I was looking for in addition to giving you some potent probiotics and B vitamins. For anyone who is apprehensive about the ingredients of the smoothie, I beseech you to trust me; your taste buds won't detect the more unexpected ones, and for most of you, your body will thank you.*  (Anyone with FM should exclude the asparagus and sauerkraut.)

1 MEDIUM JICAMA

4 LARGE PURPLE ASPARAGUS STALKS OR 6-8 THIN STALKS

1 SAMBAZON FROZEN UNSWEETENED ACAI SMOOTHIE PACK

JUICE OF 2-3 LIMES

1-2 TBS PACKED BASIL LEAVES

1 TBS SAUERKRAUT (ONE WITHOUT DILL, CARAWAY & GARLIC!)

2 TSP APPLE CIDER VINEGAR

1 TSP PURPLE DULSE FLAKES (OPTIONAL)

3/4 TSP LEMON OR LIME FLAVOR

1 1/2-2 CUPS WATER OR COCONUT WATER

LOTS 'O' STEVIA TO TASTE

PEEL THE SKIN OFF OF THE JICAMA AND CHOP, AND LOP THE DRY ENDS OFF OF THE ASPARAGUS STALKS. RUN THE SMOOTHIE PACK UNDER WARM WATER UNTIL IT BEGINS TO THAW, BUT IS STILL LARGELY FROZEN. COMBINE INGREDIENTS IN BLENDER AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

1 MEDIUM JICAMA

1 SAMBAZON UNSWEETENED ACAI SMOOTHIE PACK

JUICE OF 1-2 LIMES OR LEMONS

STEVIA TO TASTE

3/4-1 CUP WATER

PEEL SKIN OFF OF JICAMA AND CHOP, AND RUN THE SMOOTHIE PACK UNDER WARM WATER UNTIL IT BEGINS TO THAW A BIT. COMBINE INGREDIENTS IN BLENDER AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

Vanilla cashew cream custard parfait, layered with cocoa teff crumbles from a failed pie crust, and blueberries. (This was my husband's custard, mine was served sans these embellishments.) I'm still experimenting with agar agar, learning how much is too much, etc. This is a bit of a cheat, as I made this a few weeks ago, but it's been a rough week, and my relationship with food is especially bittersweet these days, so I have been somewhat reticent when it comes to documenting my meals. I have a few new recipes to share with you next week, though, including a submission for this month's SOS Challenge. Until then, I hope you enjoy your Easter weekend in health and happiness.

It was really tempting to post this recipe last week in tandem with my puffed lotus seed popcorn alternative, but I figured that it was better to spread out the love a bit. And hot damn, do I have a lot of love for this recipe. I've mentioned before my former obsession with cereal, and I think that it is of great credit to my power of will that I have so graciously accepted eating vegetables for breakfast for the past two years rather than the sweet indulgences of the past. (Gotta give myself a pat on the back every now and then.) But man, if I let myself really think about it, I've really missed eating cereal. When I finally had this in my bowl, complete with some homemade milk, I had to keep saying to myself, "This is really happening right now. I'm eating sweet, delicious cereal. Live in this moment." This recipe is pretty remarkable in that it's easy, fast, allows for limitless variations, and has a completely gratifying texture akin to Kix, but way better because it doesn't get soggy at the bottom of the bowl! Today I'm offering you my very first version of this cereal, but if I let my mind wander, I can already start daydreaming of the variations I might suggest to you in the future. (Peanut-free peanut butter puffs anyone?) If any of you missed my previous post about puffed lotus seeds, head here for a little bit of background and another awesome snack.

5 CUPS PUFFED LOTUS SEEDS*

2 TBS COCONUT OIL

5 (+/-) DROPPERS OF LIQUID VANILLA STEVIA

SEASONINGS TO TASTE (I USED 1/4 TSP CARDAMOM, 1/4 TSP MACE, 1/4 TSP NUTMEG)

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. ON STOVETOP, MELT 2 TBS OF COCONUT OIL IN A LARGE POT OVER LOW HEAT. ADD LOTUS SEEDS, SPICES AND STEVIA, AND MIX UNTIL THE SEEDS ARE COATED WITH THE OIL, ETC. POUR SEEDS OUT EVENLY ONTO A BAKING SHEET AND BAKE ABOUT 5 MINUTES, OR UNTIL LIGHTLY GOLDEN ON AT LEAST ONE SIDE. ENJOY WITH YOUR FAVORITE DAIRY-FREE MILK, OR SNACK ON IT AS IS.

Like many of you, one of my pursuits in the past few years has been to greatly reduce the amount of waste that our household produces. Sometimes this manifests itself in pretty neurotic ways, as evidenced by my overflowing pantry/storage room where you can find boxes of styrofoam and plastic mesh bags that I swear to myself I'll use in some sort of sculpture or craft project someday. Once you hear things like America's biggest export is trash, and that plastic takes thousands of years to biodegrade, it can be really difficult to toss these things away, particularly for anyone such as I with an over-developed guilt complex. In order to alleviate the anxiety I feel about throwing things away, I try to consider the packaging of an item before I purchase it. Where will it end up when I'm done using it? We re-use, we compost, we recycle, but some items don't easily fit into any of those categories. Sometimes, I'll toss these questionable items into the recycling bin anyway with a silent and naive hope that they'll know what to do with it. One of the dubious items I toss into the bin is the emptied aseptic container of hemp milk. Those containers are an interesting fusion of cardboard, plastic and foil, which, as far as I know, can't really be separated and processed by recycling plants. Some may argue that they are more environmentally friendly because they don't require the wasted resources of refrigerated trucks and shelving, but I'm not sure if that makes up for it. (These sorts of problems are constant loops in my brain...)

A couple of years ago, my husband and I were given a homemade soy milk maker, and I used it from time to time to make soy milks, and with less success, rice and nut milks. I haven't taken it out for a long while, as it is a bit of a pain to clean, but I've since read quite a few recipes for homemade milks that don't require such an appliance anyway. Kim has a few on her website, and this week I decided to give my conscience a rest by making my own milk based off of her rice milk recipe. My first attempt was a bit too porridge-like, but today I nailed it. This milk came out beautiful and creamy, and it is taking some discipline to keep myself from finishing it off tonight. You can easily adjust this by using different grains, I'm sure; I'd love to hear of any variations you try. 

For some reason, while I was tossing in bed this morning, batting away our cats' frisky advances, this smoothie started to formulate in my mind. I purchased a bag of this frozen Tinda, or Indian Baby Pumpkin, at one of our local Indian markets a few months ago, and wasn't really blown away by it on the first try. My groggy mind started to remember the sweet hints of cucumber and melon, though, and quickly, the other ingredients made themselves known, and I resolved to try it out when the sun and I rose. If you ignore the fact that it's still in the 40's outside, and that drinking a frozen treat when already shivering isn't usually the best idea, this smoothie is perfect. It ended up fooling my tongue into thinking that I was indulging in honeydew melon, which is a most lovely trick. I really can't wait to try this again on a hot summer day. Grab a bag of this gourd from your local Indian market and give it a try. (Only 99 cents!)

1 1/2 CUPS UNSWEETENED HEMPMILK (OR MILK PRODUCT OF YOUR CHOICE)

1 CUP FROZEN TINDA/INDIAN BABY PUMPKIN

1/2 OF AN AVOCADO

4 GREEN CABBAGE LEAVES (YOU WON'T TASTE IT, TRUST ME)

1/2 TSP CARDAMOM

1/2 TSP LEMON FLAVOR

STEVIA POWDER TO TASTE (I USED 4 MINI SCOOPS OR PINCHES OF THE TRADER JOE'S BRAND)

PINCH OF SEA SALT

COMBINE ALL INGREDIENTS IN A BLENDER, AND BLEND UNTIL SMOOTH.

Being a little lady who is unable to eat wheat, gluten, yeast, garlic, tomatoes or cheese, I have to get a little bit creative with my definition of pizza. I have quite a few different crust recipes that I've made up over the last year, most of which I didn't document, some of which I'm still perfecting a bit before I share with you. This week, I thought I'd try my hand at a new one. I'm really trying to treat my body well by severely limiting my intake of grains, so though I really wanted a pizza, I wanted to make a crust that would be high in protein and have minimal flour. I've recently been on a pistachio kick, snacking on them, incorporating them into a number of recipes, and just generally enjoying the fact that I am tolerating them after a year of getting nausea and headaches from eating even a small amount. I fancied they'd make an excellent flavor pairing with the basil and vegetables in my refrigerator, so they joined the mix. The teff flour really compliments the robust flavor of the pistachios, and also fits the protein qualifier. If you are unfamiliar with teff flour, I do recommend picking some up. It can seem intimidating given the usual price tag, but it's quite versatile, healthy and tasty. You can find both ivory and brown teff; this recipe uses the more popular dark grain. The crust cooks very quickly, so choose and prep your toppings accordingly. The first night I topped it with basil and thinly sliced asparagus, adding some marinated tempeh to my husband's portion. Today I used  basil, thinly shaved sweet potato, pre-cooked salmon marinated in Coconut Aminos, and sprinkled some applewood smoked sea salt on top. Woh. I enjoyed the pizza warm out of the oven, and later in the day, out of the fridge and topped with some avocado and tahini. If you can tolerate egg, I would recommend baking the crust and serving a fried egg on top for breakfast. Oh, dear.

YOU'LL NEED:

PARCHMENT PAPER

BAKING SHEET

1/2 CUP TEFF FLOUR

1/2 CUP RAW SUNFLOWER SEEDS

1/2 CUP ROASTED PISTACHIOS

1 TBS TAPIOCA FLOUR

1 TSP BAKING POWDER

1/2 TSP SEA SALT

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2 TBS FLAXMEAL

1/2 TSP BAKING SODA

1/4 CUP WARM WATER

2 TBS GRAPESEED OIL

JUICE OF A 1/4 LEMON

PREHEAT OVEN TO 400 DEGREES FAHRENHEIT. GRIND NUTS AND SEEDS DOWN TO A MEAL IN A FOOD PROCESSOR. MIX WITH TEFF FLOUR, TAPIOCA FLOUR, BAKING POWDER AND SALT, BREAKING APART LUMPS WITH YOUR FINGERS. IN A SEPARATE BOWL, MIX FLAXMEAL & BAKING SODA. ADD WATER AND WHISK, ADD OIL, MIX, AND THEN ADD LEMON. MIXTURE SHOULD BE FROTHY. ADD THE MIXTURE TO THE DRY, MIX AND THEN KNEAD A BIT INTO A BALL. PLACE PARCHMENT PAPER ON A BAKING SHEET AND PAT DOWN DOUGH WITH YOUR PALM, TO ABOUT A 1/4-1/2 INCH THICK CIRCLE. ADD TOPPINGS IF DESIRED, AND BAKE FOR ABOUT 10-12 MINUTES.

I whipped this up the other day, and was so satisfied with it's frothy, sweet goodness. Bonus that it had a fair amount of protein in it, too, so it actually kept me energized and full for most of the afternoon, which is pretty rare for this little lady. Ricki & Kim's challenge this month is stevia, which is easy enough for me since it's the only sweetener my body seems to tolerate. With even fruit off of the list (sans avocado and lemon), I am quite dependent on this potent little herb for my sweet fixes. 

If you'd like more of a vanilla shake, exclude the carob or cocoa. If you want more of a chocolate flavor, up the carob and cocoa. I can only tolerate small amounts of carob, so I just put in a little bit. I've also found an incredible flavor variation between different brands of tahini, so that will modify the flavor as well. If you want more of a peanut butter flavor, get a darker roast of tahini. I recently purchased Sesame King tahini in a light roast, and have found it to be mild and creamy, which was the perfect flavor for the day. This is an extremely flexible recipe, so modify to your tastes and enjoy.

1 1/2 CUPS UNSWEETENED HEMPMILK

1/4 CUP LIGHT ROAST TAHINI

1/2 OF AN AVOCADO

1 1/2 TBS CAROB OR COCOA POWDER

1/2 TSP VANILLA POWDER

5 PINCHES STEVIA POWDER (TRADER JOE'S STEVIA COMES WITH A TEENY TINY SPOON INSIDE, 5 WEE SCOOPS OF THAT)

PINCH OF SEA SALT

PUT ALL INGREDIENTS IN A BLENDER AND PROCESS UNTIL SMOOTH.

I'm going to try to start a tradition of posting these this year. No recipe necessarily, just food that I love to eat. Hopefully it will, besides make you drool, give you some ideas of what to eat on a restricted diet. This week is a combination of some recipes I have posted previously. Oh dear, I would love to eat this every day.

Faux omelette made with garbanzo/fava bean flour, lemon thyme, lavender and rosemary. Served with mixed field greens and macadamia nut cream. Swoon...

On my current to-do list for you, friends, is to pour through my notes and recipes from this past year, and test them to finally discover what temperatures and times to cook them at, as my old malfunctioning stove was replaced this past week with a new one. This is a bit tricky, as I haven't been very consistent with writing my recipes down, and my new oven seems to come with a few quirks that I need to decipher. A dear friend recently sent me a lovely notebook to write my recipes in, so with this thoughtful gift in tandem with my new appliance, I should have some tasty dishes for you soon.

This past year, after sacrificing my love for the traditional American's sugary breakfasts, I was excited to find some respite in Whole Life Nutrition's Teff Banana Pancakes recipe, and I cooked them quite frequently while I was in denial still about my intolerance to the tropical pale-fleshed fruit. I've missed them dearly, and so have wanted to come up with a delicious recipe that could help bring the sweet breakfasts of my past back to my table. I was ecstatic yesterday when I tasted these buddies and realized that I had, once again, made my own culinary dreams come true. These lovely, spongey, crepe-like pancakes are sweet, light, and richly flavored, and are some of the best pancakes I have ever tasted...gluten-free or otherwise. Luckily for you and I, they are also filled with high-quality protein and iron, as well as magnesium and a number of other essential vitamins and minerals. (See here and here.) They would taste delicious topped with fruit and syrup, but if you, like me, have to avoid these forbidden delights, you can enjoy them with your favorite nut or seed butter, or if you are able to tolerate it, coconut butter. I topped mine with some sunflower seed butter (Maranatha's new one contains no added sugar or sweeteners!), and served them with a hearty vegetable and sweet potato hash.

New to these ingredients? Amaranth flour is an important flour to add to your gluten-free pantry, and it can typically be found in the bulk section of your local health food store, or pre-packaged in the gluten-free flour section. Online you can find it here and here. I buy my cashews by the pound from either Whole Foods or Trader Joe's, but you can also get them by the pound at local Indian markets and online. Tapioca flour/starch can usually be found pre-packaged in health food stores, as well as in asian food markets and online. It is a versatile and tasty thickener and binder, so I highly recommend getting your hands on some. Stevia powder, derived from a naturally sweet herb, can be found at Trader Joe's or your local health food store; I purchase my vanilla powder (because of my alcohol intolerance) at Whole Foods.

YOU'LL NEED:

NON-STICK PAN OR GRIDDLE

WIDE, FLEXIBLE SPATULA

1/2 CUP AMARANTH FLOUR

1/2 CUP FINELY GROUND RAW CASHEWS

1/4 CUP TAPIOCA FLOUR/STARCH

1 TSP BAKING POWDER

1/2 TSP PURE VANILLA POWDER

1/4 TSP SEA SALT

1/8 TSP STEVIA POWDER

2 TBS FLAX MEAL

1/2 TSP BAKING SODA

1 TSP FRESH-SQUEEZED LEMON JUICE

2 TBS COCONUT OIL

1 1/4 CUP UNSWEETENED HEMPMILK*

MIX THE FIRST SEVEN INGREDIENTS TOGETHER IN A MEDIUM BOWL. IN ANOTHER BOWL, MIX THE FLAXMEAL AND BAKING SODA. HEAT THE COCONUT OIL AND HEMPMILK UNTIL THE OIL IS MELTED, ADD A FEW TABLESPOONS TO THE FLAXMEAL, AND QUICKLY MIX IT UNTIL THE MIXTURE STARTS TO GEL. ADD THE LEMON JUICE, AND MIX UNTIL FOAMY. ADD THE REMAINING LIQUID, MIX, AND THEN ADD TO THE DRY INGREDIENTS. MIX THOROUGHLY. HEAT THE PAN OR GRIDDLE ON MEDIUM-LOW HEAT. ADD ENOUGH COCONUT OIL TO THOROUGHLY COAT THE SURFACE. WHEN HEATED, ADD ABOUT A 1/4 CUP OF BATTER AT A TIME, GENTLY CIRCLING OUT TO DESIRED SIZE. FLIP WHEN GOLDEN BROWN ON THE BOTTOM. MAKE SURE THAT THE SURFACE IS ALWAYS COATED WITH THE OIL, ADDING MORE AS NECESSARY.

MAKES ABOUT 10-12 4-5 INCH PANCAKES

*Living Harvest Unsweetened Original is the only hemp milk I've found without soy lecithin, brown rice and sweeteners of any sort.

With so many restrictions to my diet, it's easy to end up eating a lot of the same food source, all of the time. After discovering that I was highly sensitive to peanuts, walnuts, pecans and almonds, and finding that I really couldn't acquire the taste for brazil nuts, cashews became my go-to protein snack. This was a fine solution until my body decided to reject them to an extent as well, a consequence of my eating a couple pounds of them a week for a series of months. Last year around this time, I spied some chestnuts at the farmer's market, and decided to give them a go. Unfortunately, my first bag became covered in white mold within 24 hours, so I returned next week for another try, but discovered after roasting them that they were rotten on the inside. Chestnuts aren't the cheapest treat, so I gave up for the season.

Today, I had better luck. I only grabbed a few this time, and roasted them soon after I was home. Mine roasted until the flesh was soft, and the texture and flavor really reminded me of a sweeter, denser potato. Since my body doesn't tolerate potatoes very well, I thought I'd try making myself a quick mock version of a dish I often crave: home fries. Delicious! They came out quite crispy on the edges, which is how I prefer my home-fries; perhaps if the chestnuts were steamed rather than roasted, they might come out a bit more tender? If I experiment with that method, I will let you know. Enjoy!

POTATO-FREE HOME FRIES

ROASTED CHESTNUTS (I followed the instructions here)
OLIVE OIL
FRESH HERBS OF YOUR CHOICE (I used rosemary and thyme)
SEA SALT TO TASTE

OPTIONAL: GARLIC, SHALLOTS OR ONIONS (No allium for me!)

HEAT A FRYING PAN (I used a non-stick one, I'm sure cast iron would be wonderful!), AND ADD A GENEROUS AMOUNT OF OLIVE OIL TO COAT THE PAN. QUARTER THE CHESTNUTS, AND ADD THEM TO THE PAN WITH THE HERBS AND SEA SALT. COVER, AND OCCASIONALLY STIR TO TOAST EVENLY. COOK TO DESIRED CRISPINESS.

 I was never the biggest fan of omelets, although more likely because of the adverse symptoms that would inevitably accompany my consumption of them than their flavor. Like many foods, I've always found the idea of an omelet to be superior to its reality. Protein breakfast packed with savory veggies, cheese and herbs? Fantastic. Migraine headaches, sinus congestion, muscle aches and strange brain fog that prevents me from formulating simple sentences? Unless I'm feeling particularly masochistic, I'll pass.

When I was happily living my days as a strict vegan, I could solve (I thought) this conundrum by fixing up a faux-egg dish with tofu. Mmm! Once I isolated soy as a trigger for nerve inflammation, though, I was stuck. God bless Kim at Affairs of Living for figuring out a solution to the soy-free egg scramble. She posted a recipe here that got the wheels in my brain working. In her post, she mentioned her goal of figuring out how to use a similar formula to make an omelet. The concept intrigued me, so I started experimenting myself. It didn't take long for me to work the recipe out to my liking, and since then I've made countless variations of it. The version I'm sharing with you here is Japanese-inspired, and appropriately, is also an entry for Kim and Ricki's (of Diet, Dessert & Dogs) Sweet or Savory Kitchen Challenge this month, where the featured ingredient is the sesame seed.

This recipe includes ingredients that you may not recognize. Mugwort powder is used in Japanese cuisine to flavor mochi, dumplings and soups. Any witches or mystics out there may also recognize it, as it is purported to aid psychic powers, and to cleanse divination tools. My books on herbalism say that it aids in digestion, is soothing to the nervous system, stimulates the liver, and is anti-parasitic. It has an earthy flavor reminiscent of green tea.  (Here is an interesting synopsis of its medicinal and metaphysical properties.)

Perilla seeds, or shiso, along with sesame seeds, are an excellent source of omega-3 fatty acids, which are also necessary for the health of the nervous system. Both of these ingredients were purchased at a local asian market, Reliable Market in Somerville's Union Square. The ground kelp, which has countless health benefits, can be purchased from the bulk spice and herb section at Harvest Coop in Central Square, Cambridge.

1/2 cup chickpea/garbanzo bean flour

1/2 tsp sea salt

1/4 tsp kelp granules (finely ground kelp)

1/4 tsp mugwort powder (aka sagebrush powder)

3/4 cup water

1 tbs fresh-squeezed lemon juice (about one lemon wedge)

1/2 tbs tahini

1/2 tbs green perilla seed (aka shiso)

1 tbs sesame oil

sesame seeds (or Seaweed Gomasio if you're a salt hound like me) for sprinkling

Mix the dry ingredients together in a bowl, and add the water a 1/4 cup at a time to work out the lumps. Add lemon juice, tahini, and then the perilla seeds. Pour the tablespoon of sesame oil into a heated (medium heat) 10-inch non-stick pan, and turn to coat. Pour the batter into the pan. It should settle fully into the base of the pan, but help it with the back of a spoon if it doesn't. Sprinkle the sesame seeds on the batter immediately, before the batter starts to set. Cook this way until the edges start to look slightly crisp, and the bottom is golden brown in spots. Carefully work a large, flexible spatula (like this) around the edges of the omelet until it is loose. Work the spatula under, and quickly flip. Cook until bottom is golden brown.

Transfer to a plate and serve with salad greens and tahini, sauteed greens (mizuna! mustard greens! chard!), homemade seed cheese, or whatever else suits your fancy.